~Jartchu

The title tells everything, it's about failure, about me..

i was trying to get into art school in nearby town with great teacher and all, the headmaster said that im definetly in but he was not the one who decides if i get there, it was the art teacher..

and so, since artists under age of 18 are hard to join, and cause there were some people from art high schools, and so on.. i didint get there, no art school for me, i guess im too shit.

and last time i started to draw my castle my bro's fat cat had grawled on it, but thx god i fixed it and scanning will ignore such things ^^
atleast something good: my castle is ready when i have evergy to finish it up, and i have decided to practice so hard now, and do an giantic, just über detailed castle or other scene with people and on A1 or A2 paper, i will just.. blow that teacher's mind ^^

sweet revange.. ^^

art is my thing not anything else, im gonna prove it, but as always, it will take time ^^
time is always an enemy! XD

i just wish i was able to stop time ._.
stop aging, and drying, all sicknesses and other problems, but im just some dreamy "artist"
maybye some of you people think i should give up but, i dont know, i thought about selling my new castle when it's ready ^^

thx to *arina who keeps me going, she tells me art is not my meaning of life, it's her smile
her happiness is my everything, and every brick of every castle i have ever done and the castles i will do, are each beautiful word of love for her ^^

she is meaning of my life

-jai